Oh my God... I remember being prescribed anti-panic attacks pills, and I refused to take them pretty soon, because I was - wait for it - super brave and wanted to tackle the problem on my own. I guess it may have saved me from a potential addition.

You know what though? You might be responsible for some events, but NOT for the assault. If you got roofied and got assaulted... Girl, that is NOT your fault. Also, I'm very sorry.